Close Up

The Visit before 49.

Bestie,

Times really flies. Today is Saturday, June 19th 2010.

The 49th day since your passing. I have visited you a few days ago bringing along Jas and also some nyoya dumplings that you love. We also managed to get you *cough* LV bag and have it sent to you via the flames along with some cash.

With hope, may you receive all of them. The past 48 days have not been easy. I am feeling heaps better but at times, when I recalled those days we spent, its still pretty painful. Knowing that you are now in safe hands and all. I try to stop those tears.

The scrapbook will be completed soon. Once all our friends managed to write a little note, I will pass it over to your family. Once again, thank you the past 13 years of smashing time and every other little thing.

Till we meet again.

Secret

The book that is highly recommended by my mentor, A. I have it in my bag these days, just that somehow I really need to get down to start on it rather than just bring it all over to everywhere and anywhere. Or taking a picture of it to have it blog over here.

Come to think of it, it actually looks good as an accessory in the bag. At least this will be one of the 1st thing I will whip out of my bag if some not so attractive fella tries striking a conversation or lousy pick up lines. *Cough.

New Essential

The delicious red 500 GB Samsung Hard Disk that delights me on any lousy workday.

June 17th Emotional Rollercoaster Ride

June 17th passes by that quickly - infact I have way too many things on my mind. Two close mates ended their union as a couple while I was there witnessing the whole process. A pity that how they both ended up this way. Couple of years back in uni, they were the tender loving dovey couple (headline of our cohort). But today, it ended.

Going through the big D is never easy on both parties. Perhaps when it ended, thats when one recalls the beginning and the process.

I spent the afternoon with my galfriend and catch up with her mom on her on-goings. She will move on eventually but for now - grieving is the word to describe.

We managed to spend a little time to pop over to Prada and yes get my new eye candy worthy wallet. The ancient story of why I have been using the same one for the past 5 years is no surprise - the ex file known to my mates. I took my time and yes decided its going to be a neat choice of stop having it to remind me of him. It didn't bother me much for the past few years but having to use it daily basis is a little too initimate for my comfort especially witnessing the emotional rollercoaster earlier in the day. They said in life, you have two great love. I met one already and perhaps I am done? Yes?

On the lighter note, I came home to a surprise. A neat bouquet of flowers. Thou I am not the hopelessly romantic type but I appreciate the good effort and encouraging note. Thank you for the little delight.

Romantique

Print from:
http://www.etsy.com/shop/Garden22DesignStudio

Much Abandoned

It has been a few days since I last update anything over here. Work has been hectic and not to mention, the arrival of cargos have not been that smooth.

Now that everything is over, I feel sense of relieve and yes able to breathe once again.

At least I finally have sometime to get a new Iphone cover for my pathetic much abused Iphone. *Honestly speaking, I doubt I can ever step out of anywhere without it since my life much depended on it.

The great function of reading my work mails. *okay that doesn't sound really great - where is my work life and balance?

Looking aside, the new cover is a deep shade of red. Cheery Cheery.... I like the vampy look and hopefully it will cheer up my blues.

*will write more later on. Its Sunday and yes another week have passed by.